Feeling The Moment

I am not sure why, but I think I was incapable of putting my emotions and feelings down in writing for these past few weeks. To be exact, I don't feel like sharing my feelings. Writing in my blog has always been my solace whenever I feel something. Today, I visited my musings (havent been visiting for awhile) and basically read all through haha. I frowned when I read my emotional rants (kinda embarrassed too ;P), and grinned reading my wacky thoughts. I miss myself. haha.

So, what's new? For work, I finally moved from my old co. To say I was relieved when I tendered my resignation is an understatement. The day I resigned, I felt like I was walking on air all the time. I was elated. Seriously, eventho I didnt get the second half of year end bonus, I was happy just to get out. Friends commented that I look happier, and sounded happier (online eventho I am not saying anything haha). I guess, finding new job has bogged me down from other things and made me miserable. My friends there were the only thing that kept me sane. 

Work at new co is so far, good. It is not exactly a new company, it is actually the first company I joined after chambering. I was there for 2 years until circumstances made me move. My old boss called me and told me there is a vacancy for me, and I jumped to the opportunity. Now I am here, I felt like I never left. Thanks Pootz, for making this real. I am forever grateful to you. Work is interesting, sometimes tough and I know it can be stressful, but at least I am doing something that I like. 

Now, with no pressure of going to interviews, or worrying about getting a new job, I think I can start worrying about other things. lol. I am opening my heart (and even before I started I got wounded already...ouch! hahahah) and I began reading again (eventhough at the moment I am limited in cheesy romance phase - dont blame me, it IS the LOVE month). But most of all, I am hoping for good things. I've been miserable for the longest time, and this year I want to just be able to "chill out" and just enjoy the moment.

Wish me the best, friends.

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